is perfect in every single way possible. I cannot stop listening to it. It’s incredible. I love Keith Urban so much, he is overflowing with talent and he seriously can play that guitar like no other.
If you’re reading this Keith, I love your music, and your Fuse concert this year was fantastic. I love you!! :)
I never knew I would like mech anime shows, but I do. It’s so good… KAMINA WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;-;
listen to it, this cover is unbelievably beautiful.
that make you realize things wont ever be the same with you and another. Be it a friend, a sibling, a parent…something happens finally that makes you crack, and you notice you both wont ever be that close anymore. You’re civil, sure, and do have some actual good moments, but there’s those few moments that cut you like a dagger. Those moments killed your relationship with that person, and you feel reluctant to tell them anything that may lead to criticism or you looking stupid/pathetic.
And right now, I am realizing this has happened, and honestly I hate that it has happened. I didn’t want a relationship with someone close to me to become as if we just met like strangers on the street. That’s how it feels now. Or, last time it seemed like nothing even happened at all, like it was just a dream. It comes up again eventually, and I just want to run from it.
I will fix my mistakes, and I wish to do it without ridicule, criticism, judgement, or shame put on me. All that just puts me in a mode I don’t wish to be in again. I don’t want to push friends/family away again, I don’t want to feel worthless and a waste of a human life. I want to be successful, positive, and keep going with my goal. Okay, I fucked up, and I took a break. Now I’m ready to dive back in to fix things. But, when I do that, I don’t need the shaming, I don’t need the ‘you should be embarrassed’ speeches again. I just need to do what I gotta do to get back on my feet. If I need them, I’ll tell them. Putting me down wont solve a thing; it’ll only distant me from life once again.
Sorry followers, just had to rant and get this out of my system. I’m realizing that even the closest of relationships (not talking dating wise), can literally become a thing of the past, and things wont ever return how they used to be. It just sucks, and I wish I could rewind time to fix a lot so at least them and I would still have a chance to get back to days where car rides weren’t awkward silences and conversations weren’t like walking a mine field. I hate it, and we both made it happen. I just miss the old days. A lot.
If anything, careful with how moments with others can become vile. It can take a matter of seconds, minutes, hours, years. It builds up, and it can literally destroy a relationship, no matter if it’s a friend or family member. So, careful what you do or say to someone who means a lot to you, for it can hurt you in the future and become a permanent thing in life.
AM I RIGHT??